just another lonely day

Who was the idiot? Was it Shirasagi? Or Ryosuke? Or both of them? He did not know anymore. Was Shirasagi being an idiot for not letting his lover knew what he wanted exactly? He thought this man already knew, maybe he did not. Maybe it was right, Shirasagi was the big idiot, he did not tell Ryosuke how he wanted to be treated. He just did not know anymore, he did not know what he should do or say. He let Ryosuke took care of him, from the bath, bed, clothes, and food. He sighed when he saw the foods at the table. He grabbed Ryosuke and made him sat beside him.

He took one chopsticks and he ate the food, it was yummy, Ryosuke was a great chef, always been. Shirasagi looked at his lover and he fed him couple of times with the chopstick. They shared the food together and they ate from one plate and one chopsticks. When they finished, Shirasagi brought the dishes to the sink and washed all of them clean before putting them back to the cupboard.

,' you know… I really do.. love you.. Ryosuke.. but like I said.. the way you fuck me just now… I know it clearly that you did it coldly, without love, it hurts to realize that. But Ryosuke you know what…. I will be your home as long as you want it... Anyway, If you're tired of me, then you can seek another home, I won't hold grudge over you I promise."

It was true that Shirasagi was a lewd man who tend to do it rough , intense, and wild when it came to intercourse, but he did not meant it to be cold and heartless fuck. Even though both of them were hurt, Shirasagi would always open his arms widely for Ryosuke to run to if he wanted. Shirasagi went to his bedroom and he grabbed Ryosuke with him as well. He needed a rest and maybe, Ryosuke wanted it too, or not.

,' I'm tired, I'm going to bed, sleep with me anytime you want ryo-chan."

He took off his clothes and got naked. He then took a silk red sleeping robe and wore it. He jumped on the bed and he looked at Ryosuke gently. He sighed and pat the sheet under him. He gave sign to Ryosuke to come by his side. Then, he lied down on the bed and fell asleep. His whole body felt tired and sore, especially his butt and rectal.

He was tired, he was about to sleep. But then his lover ryosuke did something to him. He licked Shirasagi's swollen nipples and healed them. He was being warm now. The feeling was completely different with the sex they just did. It was completely different. He could feel it. In his heart, he could feel that right now, ryosuke was being gentle, warm, and loving. He let ryosuke spoke things that he needed to let out and he just kept on holding ryosuke in his arms. He chuckled softly when ryosuke said he was sorry, this guy was sweet, he had sweet nature . but of course, they need to find a way to help each other in this relationship. They need to work it together. Shirasagi held his lover and he fell asleep. He was tired, very tired. The massage he got was making his sleep even more comfortable. He felt like he was sleeping on clouds now. He slept for hours and then, when he was about to wake up, he noticed that it was no longer day, the sun was gone and ryosuke was not I bed anymore. Shirasagi felt better and he looked for his lover.

,' ryo-chan? Ryo-chan are you here?"

No answers. Shirasagi looked at the desk near the bed but ryosuke was not there. He was suppose to study there right? Like he said? Shirasagi couldn't help it so he stepped off from the bed and went to look over ryosuke. He searched the kitchen, but he was not there, he then went to the shower room, but Ryosuke also not there. He started to wonder where ryosuke was. He felt a bit worried now. Shirasagi went to check the balcony, and none, ryosuke was not there. Where did he go ? he would… come back right? Somehow, SHirasagi felt a bit sad since he could not find Ryosuke when he got up. He then decided to wait for ryosuke on the couch, in the living room.

It was then, he got a call from a friend. The phone rang and it was a voice of a female.

,' shirasagi-san! It.. it was horrible!!! Ryosuke-san.. he.. he is in deep trouble he needed your help! Please… he is in the backyard of the academy."

Hearing that, shirasagi did not think twice, he just changed his clothes into the black kimono with red clouds on them. He locked the room and went to the backyard to save Ryosuke. But when he arrived there, the one he saw was not ryosuke, he was nowhere to be found. In the contrary, it was the woman and some guys with her.

,' hmph! You whore, how easy to trick you shirasagi! After tonight, ryosuke would be mine and you can rest in pieces!!"

Then, the woman ordered the tow men to attack Shirasagi. they were big guys. big sentou. Shirasagi used his magic skill to defend and attack at the same time, but he was pushed to corner, since this was one against two. not fair at all. though Shirasagi could manage to hurt one of the guys. it was his black blade made of magical orb that he used to defend and attack. he had twin blades now to defend himself.

He was fighting against the two big sentou and he was about to be defeated since those two were big guys and they were strong as well. But when Shirasagi was about to give up, he saw a huge flame coming and passed through him burning the two guys. He knew that flame, ryosuke. So Ryosuke was all right? Where was he? before Shirasagi could react, he found ryosuke before him, he made the girl ran away in fear, they were save now. Shirasagi immediately wrapped his arms around Ryosuke's neck, he hugged him tightly. He did not care what happened to him as long as ryosuke was safe.

,' ryo-chan!!! I was so worried! Are you all right? Are you hurt somewhere?"

He was checking his lover and found that Ryosuke's head was lightly hit , it was not bleeding but it could be hurt, maybe he needed some ice for that. Shirasagi and his lover walked together and they went back to their room. Shirasagi locked the door and then he went to the fridge to get some ice. He wrapped the ice with small towel and then wet it a little with water. He then hold the towel and he sat beside ryosuke. He gently pressed the ice against ryosuke's head, the part that was a bit swollen. He gentle pressed it over and over again till it was better.

As he was treating ryosuke's head, he got curious over what happened, how could ryosuke came out from nowhere and why did he left their room while Shirasagi was still sleeping? He wanted to know what had happen to his cute Ryosuke. He gently pressed his lips over ryosuke's and kissed him deeply.

,' Ryo-chan…. Mind telling what happened? I was looking for you all over the place but you were gone. Though I'm glad you came right in time, they did not hurt me anywhere, thanks to you."

Shirasagi kept on treating the head and when he was done, he gave a gentle massage over Ryosuke's head that was hurt back then.

His lover told all that had happened to him. It seemed that he did not know much about it either. Well.. at least right now Ryosuke was safe. His lover then said that he needed some pain killer since his head felt like hell. Well.. Shirasagi got the right pain killer with him already. He smiled as Ryosuke bit his neck, it felt like an animal marked his mate so that he would not be touched by others, how sweet, and cute. Shirasagi kissed Ryosuke and he said it softly.

,' think I will leave you here? Oh my.. of course not… don't worry, I have a pain killer right here with me.. Ryo-chan."

Then, Shirasagi took off his yukata off, let it fell on the floor, then he leaned closer to Ryosuke He slowly kissed his lover's lips and then went lower to his neck, he bit Ryosuke there and then he went lower to his lover's nipples, he licked them , pinched them, and then he lifted his head to see Ryosuke's flustered face.

,' I'll be your pain killer Ryo-chan.. so.. forget about your headache and.. focused on the pleasure you feel all right, lovely?"

Shirasagi smirked and then he went lower, he saw Ryosuke's pants was dirtied by his own dick which was dripping wet. He smiled more. He then took off Ryosuke's pants and made him completely naked as well. He saw Ryosuke's erection and he leaned closer to it. He kissed the tip of that dick and then licked the length of it, all over. He moaned softly and then he took the whole thing inside his mouth. He moaned more and sucked that huge dick inside his mouth. He sucked it hard and licked it inside. He also grabbed Ryosuke's balls and squeezed them gently with his hands he heard Ryosuke moaned as well. That was good.

After some time, he sucked that dick faster and harder. He then let it out from his mouth and Shirasagi stroked it with his hands. His mouth was molesting the tip and the cleavage real hard. He bit it gently and also sucked it hard. He did that till Ryosuke shot his cum. Shirasagi drank all that and he licked his lips. He crawled back to Ryosuke and then lied down beside his lover.

,' so… how's your pain killer cutie? Do you want more of it? Or it's enough and you want to sleep?"

of course, that was the pain killer that Shirasagi meant. his body, and his 'special skill'. then, as they kissed deeply, Ryosuke wanted some more, he wanted to be buried inside Shirasagi now. he smiled and he licked his lover's lips gently, what a funny question coming out from Ryosuke. he asked Shirasagi if he felt like doing it, well.. that would not need any answer.

Shirasagi simply spread his legs wide, placed Ryosuke's dick against his rectal and then he simply pushed his butt all the way down on Ryosuke. he made his lover's dick went deep inside his rectal and he moaned loudly. he shivered and he smirked at Ryosuke. how big he was when got excited. this felt so good.

,' mmmhhh... yes.... ryo-chan.. you're as big as ever..... and since you're sick.. then, let me do the shaking.. and you do the baking..."

As he said that, Shirasagi smiled and he moved himself on Ryosuke. he slammed his butt over and over again on Ryosuke and he made Ryosuke's balls went inside his rectal as well. he just squeezed them all, entirely. the erection, and those lewd balls too. he rubbed those balls with his hands and pushed them inside his tight hole as he kept on moving on Ryosuke.

,' aaahhh!!!... it feels good.... Ryo-chan.. nnnhhh... your balls... i'm eating your balls down here... see? aaaahh!! you big one!! mmmhhh!!"

Shirasagi leaned closer and he bit Ryosuke's neck to leave hickeys, then he simply scratched ryosuke's chest as he went wilder and harder on his lover. after couple of hours having sex, Shirasagi felt RYosuke got bigger and he shot his hot cum inside , filling SHirasagi's rectal all the way to the hilt. he screamed and he came as well. Shirasagi shot his cum all over his own body. he took those white thick cum by hand and he licked it before Ryosuke's eyes. then, he let Ryosuke slept after the sex. Shirasagi slipped himself away from his lover and let the cum spurted out from his lewd rectal. he smiled and he sat beside Ryosuke, naked. he pet his lover's head gently and let him sleep.

,' hmmm... you big boy... sleep soundly ryo-chan."

He was sleeping soundly with his best friend and lover, Ryosuke. But then, something just had to disturb his peace. A light knock at the door and Shirasagi lazily opened it. It was takuma the nurse or.. whatever he was, Shirasagi was not interested to know either. He allowed him in just because he wanted to check on Ryosuke, he said that Ryosuke was in a coma… wait.. coma?? But why? He was all right not long ago and now he was in a coma? How could that be?

Shirasagi watched takuma healed Ryosuke and then, he said that he was just sleeping now. This made Shirasagi felt uneasy. He couldn't just sleep or rest now, knowing that his lover was in such horrible condition. After takuma left, he locked the door and he went back to Ryosuke. Shirasagi used his special healing power, it was called the angel's touch. He summoned a pure spirit and he made the spirit warmed Ryosuke all over, healing him, giving him more energy to recover faster. When he was done, he stayed beside Ryosuke. He did not sleep. He just waited for Ryosuke to finally opened his eyes.

As Shirasagi stayed up , night turn to day, and day turn to night. He stayed up and he saw Ryosuke was still sleeping, why was he sleeping so long.. was something wrong again? That couldn't be.. takuma healed him… and Shirasagi was also healing Ryosuke.. he should be awake now but … he was still sleeping….this made Shirasagi got more worried. He became restless and then, he seek out for help. He needed someone who could tell him what happened. Then, it occurred to him a name. Kurai Ketsueki, he had power that related to souls , so, Shirasagi called him and asked for help.

When Kurai arrived, he and Shirasagi made some kind of spell that using Kurai's power of controlling souls, one could travel to the world of the dead. So, they made everything ready, spells, ingredients, blood, all of it. Then, Kurai used his power and he sent Shirasagi's soul into the world of the unknown, the world that separated the dead and the living. Shirasagi made it to the other world, and he started to seek for Ryosuke in this unknown world.

As his spirit walked into the unknown realm, he saw a man with long silver hair, Shirasagi walked closer rot eh guy and he grabbed the man's shoulder, it was ryosuke. He was trapped or something.

,' Ryo-chan!! Ryo-chan its me.. it's Shirasagi… you know me right? We loved each other, do you know me Ryo-chan? You have me worried you never opened your eyes!"

Shirasagi was looking straight at Ryosuke, he hugged his lover and talked to him, making sure that he remembered who Shirasagi was. He was relieved when RYosuke said that he remembered him and that they were lovers. But then, something bad happened. A shadow of the other shirasagi appeared and he talked to Ryosuke saying stupid things and then, Shirasagi heard Kurai sensei shouted loudly at him, telling him that he needed to do something to erase Ryosuke's doubt.

Shirasagi did not know what he needed to do anymore. He already went into the underworld , the world of the dead to bring Ryosuke back, he held him, he seek out and reached out to him, but now Ryosuke was giving up because of that shadow. He was scared, panicking even worse. Shirasagi who was standing before Ryosuke could only think of one thing, kill the shadow. So, using his black flame orb, Shirasagi burn the other him, the fake him and he grabbed Ryosuke's body and he kissed Ryosuke deeply, he locked their lips tightly, intensely, Shirasagi did not let go of Ryosuke's lips , he kept on kissing his lover, hoping that the feel of his touch and warmth could reach out to him. When the kiss ended, Ryosuke was still lifeless, the soul that was standing before Shirasagi was closing his eyes, Ryosuke's soul was closing his eyes, Shirasagi couldn't help it but to cry.

,' no… no!!!..... Ryo-chan don't do this to me you promise to stay with me forever you stupid liar!!! Don’t you dare to die on me you idiot!! I won't forgive you if you do!!"

Shirasagi was crying so hard, his tears wet Ryosuke's eyes and face. He felt hopeless.. he couldn’t' save his lover, he could only try to reach out to him, the will of living was practically on Ryosuke. And now his lover was giving up on living. Shirasagi held Ryosuke tightly in his arms. He cried… and cried the hardest..most painful tears he ever cried. As he was holding on Ryosuke's soul, Kurai sensei got weak, he had been doing this ritual for hours and he was losing his strength. Shirasagi's soul which was in the underworld holding Ryosuke slowly faded away, that means his time was up, Kurai sensei could not hold his power much longer. Shirasagi cried hard, he did not want to let go.

,' no!!! not now!!! I don't want this!!! No!!! Ryo-chan!!! I don't want this!!! Nooo!!

As Shirasagi kept on screaming, crying so hard, his soul back to his body and he opened his eyes, Ryosuke was still lying on the bed…. He came to him and hugged Ryosuke.. did he failed? Shirasagi kept on hitting Ryosuke's chest and he cried more. Kuai sensei was feeling sad too now, he tried to cheer up Shirasagi, but nothing would cheer him up but Ryosuke's smile.

,' you fool….I'll hunt you down stupid ryo-chan…. How could you die on me… I swear I'll hunt your ghost down !!! i will hunt you down even if you escape to the deepest hell you moron!!

He was devastated, Ryosuke died and he failed to save him. Shirasagi couldn't stop crying and he kept on hitting Ryosuke over and over again, hoping that the pain from hitting would somehow woke him up. Then, as he kept on crying, Ryosuke woke up, out of nowhere, he grabbed Shirasagi's face and kissed him. Saying that he belonged to him forever. Shirasagi did not believe what he just see but, was this for real? Shirasagi was so happy but he couldn't stop crying still. He wanted to scold his stupid lover for real.

.' you stupid idiot trouble maker Ryo-chan!! I'll kill you!!! I hate you hate you so much you idiot!!! Bakayaro!! How could you scare me to death like that!!! You might as well kill me baka!!"

Shirasagi hugged Ryosuke tightly in his arms, he kissed his lover over and over again, he was just so happy that Ryosuke was saved and he finally awake. Then, Shirasagi wiped the tears from his eyes and he helped Ryosuke to go to the bathroom, one thing he need to remember, his lover must stay awake for one whole day or he would go back to coma. Now.. Shirasagi would make sure of that even if he had to prepare tons of coffee!!

They finally reached the bathroom and they got naked. They washed together and Shirasagi looked at Ryosuke. He hugged and cuddled his lover closely, he did not want to lose a moment with Ryosuke ever again. He lifted his head and he gently kissed Ryosuke over, and over again. He kept on kissing his lover as if he was about to lose it. Thinking that he almost lost his lover forever made Shirasagi wanted Ryosuke so badly, he did not want to lose this one man, never.

,' baka…. You know I love you Ryo-chan .. don't you dare die on me again or I'll kill you and then myself!"

He scolded Ryosuke and that little jerk deserved it. They bathe and ryosuke said that he would never want Shirasagi to die, well… then he should not die either! Then, they went to kitchen and they ate, though Akira who was talking to ryosuke all the time, starting to feed his lover right now. Though as they ate, there was a knock at the door and then, when Shirasagi went to open it., he saw a woman he did not know, the woman spoke about marrying him and things like that, then she was gone. Of course, Shirasagi did not know who this woman was and he did not even give a damn about their parents whatsoever. Though he saw Ryosuke sulking. Shirasagi smiled and he hugged ryosuke tightly, making out to him eagerly.

,' I don't know who that woman was…but… I know that making out hard like this…would surely keep you awake right? so… let's enjoy our lips on each other shall we?"

Shirasagi did not give a damn care about the woman and the shit she said. To him, the woman was nothing more than a crazy bitch. And now, he needed to keep Ryosuke awake. Since the taste of black coffee killed ryosuke, then…making out would do the job.

He grabbed Ryosuke, he stripped himself naked and then, he made out to ryosuke. He made out real hard and he entwined their tongue hard on each other. Shirasagi moaned more and then he went to lick Ryosuke's neck, eh bit him there hard till it left a deep red mark. He then licked Ryosuke's lips and made out to him again intensely.

,'nnngggghhh… mmmmhhhh…. Aaaahhhhnnn.. Ryo-chan… aahhhhnnn… yes….more… violate my lips more… oohh.. I want you badly…"

Shirasagi was being lewd right now, though they could not have sex yet or ryosuke would get tired and fell asleep, that would be bad. So, making out and kissing like this would be good. Shirasagi kept on molesting ryosuke's lips and they made out wildly, they were hungry for each other. Shirasagi ended up squeezing Ryosuke's butt hard as they made out. He moaned again and over again. he was panting and he looked into ryosuke's eyes deeply, he smirked. he wanted more.

,' come Ryosuke-chan... kiss me more.... taste me more....mmmmhhh... this is delicious..."

Shirasagi licked ryosuke's lips once more as he moaned.

Shirasagi was enjoying making out to his lover, he just loved this man so much to the point that he wanted to feel Ryosuke all over him always, every time. Every second in his life. He wanted to molest that lips and make love to this man hard. But then, their kiss had to end since Ryosuke wanted to make coffee, he said that making out to akira made him feel sleepy, oh well.. that was bad then. Though as Ryosuke came back from making coffee, Shirasagi's room door swung open and there it was, his annoying father. Shirasagi did not stay put, he stood up, walked and stood between Ryosuke and his father. He glared at his daddy.

,' listen you old fart!!!! I am having my new life with Ryosuke. And if you don't like it.. go kill yourself, or maybe I should do it for you daddy dearest??? I would enjoy ripping your skull out of your ugly face!!!"

Shirasagi was displeased. He pushed his father hard till he fell to the floor and then, he saw the previous woman came in. she was surprised. She saw Akira was naked and she saw lots of red marks on his skin, of course that was Ryosuke's doing. Shirasagi smirked. He grabbed the woman's neck and slammed her hard on the wall. Then, he glared at her. Black flames came out and burned her face. She screamed in pain. Now.. she lost half of her face, good. She was blind now and of course, her face melted good. Shirasagi was pissed off, he simply threw the woman out from his room, then he kicked his father out as well. He locked the door and then, he went back to Ryosuke.

,' all right my lovely Ryosuke… where were we hmm? I want you badly now my love.. why don't you and i.. spend some more of our sweet time ?"

Shirasagi smiled and he kissed Ryosuke deeply. He licked his lover's lips and then, he grabbed the cup, drank some of Ryosuke's coffee and then, kissed his lover, made him drank the coffee from Shirasagi's mouth.

,' is it delicious? You want more? Of course you do."

Shirasagi grabbed the cup, drank some of the coffee and then did the same thing, he kissed Ryosuke and made him drank the coffee from his mouth. Shirasagi did that couple of times and noticed that some coffee slipped his mouth and fell on his chest. He looked at Ryosuke , softly spoke to him.

,' Ryosuke-chan.. do you still want more coffee? I got some on my chest… want to lick them all? Come here….."

He went back to his lover, and finally, they could have their sweet time together. They made out more, and he had Ryosuke kissed his chest and licked the coffee off his chest, Akira smiled and he got hard by the made out they did. He did not even answer when Ryosuke asked him about the kiss. Well.. of course Ryosuke could arouse Shirasagi that easily. He loved this man and if Ryosuke was not sick, he would ended up being raped by Shirasagi right now.

,' you know Ryo-chan.. if you're not sick right now… I would've rape your big cock hard."

He smirked and then he kissed Ryosuke more. Though it did not last since Ryosuke decided to give Shirasagi blow job. He came after a while and then, Ryosuke stood back up and said he felt sick, well.. he shouldn't push it too hard if he was not feeling good. Shirasagi who was all naked, smiled softly and held his lover closely. He sighed and kissed Ryosuke's forehead.

,' get well soon Ryo-chan….. I couldn't wait to rape you hard….. I missed you so much you know that….you know I love you….now.. are you feeling like.. having some warm soup? I'll go make some for you all right?"

Shirasagi went to the kitchen and then he cooked some soup. With carrots, peeled corns, and some chopped chicken meat. He added few baby tomatoes inside to make the taste fresher. He was done cooking and then, when he was done he poured it into a small bowl and brought it to ryosuke. He fed his lover slowly, one bite and another.

,' here.. careful, it's still hot.. I hope you like this ryo-chan."

Shirasagi blew the soup a bit to make it less hot and then fed it to Ryosuke. He fed his lover till it was done and the bowl was empty, then, he wiped Ryosuke's mouth clean and then, brought him a cup of black tea. He knew that black tea kept you up and it was better than coffee.

,' all right.. now drink this tea, stop that coffee, you drank tons of it already. tea is better one, here…"

After the meal was done, Shirasagi let his lover drank up the black tea. He let Ryosuke finished it and then, he could feel Ryosuke was hard, he kissed him and they made out. Such big pervert this guy was. And yet.. Shirasagi could not rape that naughty big cock hard. He must wait till at least tomorrow morning. That pissed him off. But he got an idea of course. He could turn this situation into an arousing one.. even worse..made Ryosuke go crazy over him! This could be great chance.

With a smirk, Shirasagi took off Ryosuke's pants. And then, he licked his lover's cock all over from all sides. He just wrapped his tongue around that cock as he swallowed it all into his mouth. Shirasagi sucked on it hard and deep till it reached his throat. And then, after some time, Ryosuke came in his mouth. Shirasagi smiled. He sat in front of Ryosuke. Spread his legs widely, and then, he slipped his finger into his mouth. Taking some of the cum, and then, he shoved his finger inside his rectal. He moaned and shivered. Then, Shirasagi started masturbating right before Ryosuke's eyes. Hs licked his lips and then, he spread his rectal with both fingers, shoved them deeper, moved them more and more. He was moaning, he also stroked his cock, he was calling to Ryosuke as he masturbate right before his lover's eyes.

It took him some time before he finally reached climax. He shot all f his cum all over Ryosuke's chest, belly, cheek, all over his lover. Shirasagi smiled more. He then leaned closer and climbed on Ryosuke. He licked Ryosuke's face, chest, neck, abs, he cleaned his lover off the cum all over. He then lowered his body, and then, he took that hard cock into his mouth again. This time, he was sitting on sixty nine positions. He placed his sexy ass over Ryosuke's face, he started to suck on that big cock again, and he slipped his finger inside his own rectal. Lots of love juice drip off his lewd rectal, dirtied Ryosuke's face as he kept on sucking and pleasuring Ryosuke's hard cock. He sucked on it till his lover came for the second time. And he also reached climax. Of course, Shirasagi dirtied Ryosuke's face with his cum and love juice that drip out from his rectal. He turned around and saw it. He smiled. How sweet. Such sexy display he had right here. Then, like always, Shirasagi licked Ryosuke's face all over, cleaning him again, then, he made out hard to his lover and made him drank some of that thick semen. He licked Ryosuke's lips after that.

,' I hope you enjoy that Ryo-chan…. So.. tomorrow morning…. You'll be able to rape me hard.. don't push it for now… I'll drain you up good later on.. just save your energy Ryo-chan."